
Sure there was probably an explanation for all the dust I found in my bedroom...But I rarely bothered to ponder. I walked in and out of it, thinking about various other things..things that apparently matter/mattered often ignoring the one place which inspired me most. Sure I took it for granted as I tossed my crumpled clothes around...sure I yelled and screamed within those walls every time I wanted to plead sanity..Of course I head-banged to metal and tested the laws of gravity..yes on most days I typed away until my fingers turned sore...On some days I didn't bother with day light , confining myself to my domain..my zone...my world.Yet somehow I always took it for granted.Its uncanny that we humans..us ungrateful bunch of hypocrites often neglect the one's who have been kind to us. We often mock what is ours, we often overlook the things we have..often searching and looking and wishing for things we can't have. We never bother too see those special things, we overlook those special memories, so often we miss out on the present because of our obsession for the past and our desperation for a future. My room stands today awaiting its master, filled with memories happy and sad, the walls speak off passion and desire burnt into its paint. The ceiling bleeds with ambition and dreams that have been wished upon and stressed over. The floors speak of the body that touched it on several occasions, sometimes blending into each other.The doors acted as portals into imagination and fantasy. The room represented heaven and hell...where thoughts became ideas and freedom became necessary. So stop,look and comprehend. Make a list of everything you had and lost..and then make a list of everything u have and hold onto it...appreciate it..want it. We do our best sometimes to break away..and rip apart the shackles that have tied us down for so long, sometimes however only a key will work. No amount of pulling and tugging will help...You don't pick the lock when you can use a key..similarly even if you have the strength to rip the chain of its very hinges..don't ..it just means that ur still bound to it for a reason..understand why..... understand the need to complete the incomplete..understand that sometimes you just have to wait for the key.........
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