Saturday, September 20, 2008

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Voyeur


Blow me away.. I'm stagnant right now.
I'm Adonis yet my mirror cracks easily..how?
I'm fighting my private wars..gimme speed.
I'm different, I'm part of no creed.
Let me get through the carnage faster..
I'm a Voyeur..stop me from looking..
My words will cut through you...
The blade of my tongue will pierce through you deep..
Run away whilst you can..
I won't go easy...
You can smile at me..or laugh at me
Break me down or scream at me
I'll still be looking....
My eyes they see you..they remember you...they tear for you.
Your smile, Your face, your persona, your grace.
Where will you hide?
You usually glide.
Your hair it burns my skin...
when it lashes against my face....I bruise and you think you can win?
Your hands they're as cold as your heart..
I've known your madness..right from the start
The sand beneath your feet I've collected..
Built castles with them..even when I was neglected..
Don't look now but I'm staring at you...
I'm a Voyeur..but I'm no statue...
You've walked away ..so many times..
but you still haven't paid for your sins or your crimes...
But someday you may fall...
Remember me then , I may still answer your call...
I'll watch out for you...it's what I do best..
I won't ignore your pleas..not like the rest.
Live today as well as you please..
This life after all is just on lease...
Don't whimper...go through it..don't make a sound...
I'm a voyeur..I'll watch over you..I'll see you around.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Locksmith


Sure there was probably an explanation for all the dust I found in my bedroom...But I rarely bothered to ponder. I walked in and out of it, thinking about various other things..things that apparently matter/mattered often ignoring the one place which inspired me most. Sure I took it for granted as I tossed my crumpled clothes around...sure I yelled and screamed within those walls every time I wanted to plead sanity..Of course I head-banged to metal and tested the laws of gravity..yes on most days I typed away until my fingers turned sore...On some days I didn't bother with day light , confining myself to my domain..my zone...my world.Yet somehow I always took it for granted.Its uncanny that we humans..us ungrateful bunch of hypocrites often neglect the one's who have been kind to us. We often mock what is ours, we often overlook the things we have..often searching and looking and wishing for things we can't have. We never bother too see those special things, we overlook those special memories, so often we miss out on the present because of our obsession for the past and our desperation for a future. My room stands today awaiting its master, filled with memories happy and sad, the walls speak off passion and desire burnt into its paint. The ceiling bleeds with ambition and dreams that have been wished upon and stressed over. The floors speak of the body that touched it on several occasions, sometimes blending into each other.The doors acted as portals into imagination and fantasy. The room represented heaven and hell...where thoughts became ideas and freedom became necessary. So stop,look and comprehend. Make a list of everything you had and lost..and then make a list of everything u have and hold onto it...appreciate it..want it. We do our best sometimes to break away..and rip apart the shackles that have tied us down for so long, sometimes however only a key will work. No amount of pulling and tugging will help...You don't pick the lock when you can use a key..similarly even if you have the strength to rip the chain of its very hinges..don't ..it just means that ur still bound to it for a reason..understand why..... understand the need to complete the incomplete..understand that sometimes you just have to wait for the key.........
Click.............................................................................