LOVE...

i saw her standing...a smirk on her face...

light surrounding her being...she was my kryptonite...

she made me kneel...

i lay low shivering...

fighting the pain...she walked towards me...knife in hand....

i looked up at her...

she drove me insane...i had dealt with enough,,,,

yet no one had heard my torrid screams....fighting images of what had been..

images that never left me even in my dreams....

i closed my eyes....she stabbed me in my arm.....

i screamed in pain....

i staggered back ....and i thought was it for nothing..my struggles ..all in vain?the earth seemed to spin slower...

everything seemed to stand still for a while

i reached for a stone that lay nearby...

i flung it at her..missed her by a mile...

perhaps i intended to...the glass of a nearby window shattered...the glass shards flew onto me piercing me as they passed..

i fell to the ground..fell on my back....shaking uncontrollably...

the autumn wind..blew with all its glory...

trees looked down upon me..hoping to one day tell my story...

leaves fell upon me..as if to show their pity...

i was surrounded by mist...as i lay on the roads of this abandoned city...

i felt her close..could hear her encroaching...

perhaps my last few minutes... i could sense them approaching...

she knelt upon me..holding me down by my chest...

i tried pushing her off me..i tried my best..

she said in an almost angelic voice.."let me set u free"

i replyed weak n battered.."just pls ,pls let me be"

she ran her fingers upon my face....."why didnt u give up?" she said...why the chase...?

i said gazing into her penetrating eyes.."because u gave me purpose...u made me love..."

she replied in a cold voice..."loving me my dear friend for u..has never been wise"....

of all the moments that i had lived...this had been the longest..the longest it had ever been..

"i want to punish u" she said "for thinking u could have me"....

"go on"..i said.."i would rather pass on than live without loving u...for may be i am far too weak to do that...or may be my love for u is too powerful"

...suddenly there was no remorse...suddenly no regrets..

its better this way i thought...a fitting end..

perhaps the right way to say goodbye...a godsend..

when suddenly she kissed me...and i felt bliss...

our lips met....we breathed as 1....with our special kiss...

she drew away from me...."that was for loving me "..she said...

"and now u must pay..for i don't love u so"...

she held my neck and raised her hand..

the blade on the knife gleamed.."im going to pierce ur heart she said"...

n while saying so she beamed...

i closed my eyes perhaps for one last time..

i was spent ...spent down to the very last dime...

i felt a thud beside me...

i lost all feeling inside me...

i was alive...

i opened my eyes...

she lay next to me....

lifeless..she had found a way to punish me...

and the one thought that passed my mind as i picked her up in my arms...

is that for all the love that i gave her.....

why did she hate me so.....?

FIN.